where am i?????

where am i????? who am i???? what am i????? can anyone tell me????? i seriously dont know what i am doing to my life.....im so madly in love with this man name SATIS RAO... i dont know what am i doing to my life....im not pampering myself at all and not anyone to me.....im being to over protective to him....and i cant control myself on that....i just dont know what to do....i admit is my mistake to control him like that....but at times i do that is to grab your attention baby....but i dont understand why you cant realise that........i dont till when is this going to happen......baby please help me.....you are everything to me........baby..........i love u always...... i hope you are reading this because this is only the place where i go crazy and losing my feelings and finding answer.....