PRESSURE!!!!!!! TOO MUCH!!!

day and night thinking how am i going to settle all my pending work.....not just my work but also bringing someone together in my life and guide them and make her success in life...i have been dragged...i feel my progress is so slow since im in college.....i have too much pressure from dad.....about license.....insurance exam....college...my sister.....gosh how am i going to clear this off???? i wan to finish this off but the main obstacles blocking me is my sister....till i cant finish my task which is driving classes i cannot focus on my daily routine and include my health....i want to be independent....i want to go work....i wan to hang out....by my self....all this can only be fulfill if i my self get a license damn it!!!! how am i going to do it....wen i say it to hear to move and dont waste time all she say " i got no mood!" and tht is wen my temper rises......she just dont get it why am i scolding her.....why am i pushing her....showing off to her......i got no other purpose then bring you to the same level as me...i dunwan people look down at you....pls for god sake believe my word in this..... pls let out ur hand....throw ur most self fish heart on ur emotion and come with me and feel the real pain that i feel.....you have to jagi.....pls la.....i dont have any other way to approach you....pls.......if this last january month we never finish.....thousand of money is gone.....and you know to be blamed????? IS ME!!!!!!COZ I RECOMMEND THE PLACE!!!!!IM IN CHARGE OF YOU FOR BEING A BLADY MENTOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND NOT TEACHING YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PLS!!!!!!!

a heart full of eager and keen on u

u know wad im eager of??????u know why im keen on u??????


this is why..... :-

- coz u r hot
- coz u r sincere
- coz u r cute
- coz u r gentlemen
- coz u r loving
- coz u r noty!
- coz u r playful
- coz u r sweet like sweets

and that is why i so eagerly want to see u.....hug u tightly and never wan to let go........kiss u 24 hrs till im satisfy.........pamper u till u r asleep....and love u till i die..... muax muax muax.....baby i love u so much



WIRTTEN WITH TEARS....... COPY RIGHT.......


SINCERELY,

YOUR BABULU BIE........

a similar ones.... :P

random of me.....

a picture taken with comfort :P

a long sem break and a long duration of distance...

right after 3rd december which is baby jaan birthday we split up in the sense of distance whereby it is sem break and we have to be separated........hmmm and right now i mean like till today im suffering with his multiple character and attitude....being more wild than usual when he is with me in college life.......im afraid of him now days....i just dont know how to say it to him coz whenever i speak with him it will always end with a quarrel and that coz by both of us anger and ego....i admit...dont know bout him?????? hmm some how certain days it goes very well....and one day surprisingly he came to meet me....................how sweet baby......but....yet surprise happen and that is.... :-

1. hair style.....
2. mustache and beard style
3. body (solid) yum yum!!!!!
4. tall...super tall
5. getting dark...hahahaha.....
6. more sweet and gentlemen.....

somehow with all this suprises it creates fear in me....he is getting hot....danger!!!!girls cums after him or the other way round.....im not sure....i just hope with all this changes made baby jaan pls dont forget me and dun change urself towards me.....kay,...im loving u so much......i cant live without u...i hope u r reading this baby....just for u....i love u........