PRESSURE!!!!!!! TOO MUCH!!!

day and night thinking how am i going to settle all my pending work.....not just my work but also bringing someone together in my life and guide them and make her success in life...i have been dragged...i feel my progress is so slow since im in college.....i have too much pressure from dad.....about license.....insurance exam....college...my sister.....gosh how am i going to clear this off???? i wan to finish this off but the main obstacles blocking me is my sister....till i cant finish my task which is driving classes i cannot focus on my daily routine and include my health....i want to be independent....i want to go work....i wan to hang out....by my self....all this can only be fulfill if i my self get a license damn it!!!! how am i going to do it....wen i say it to hear to move and dont waste time all she say " i got no mood!" and tht is wen my temper rises......she just dont get it why am i scolding her.....why am i pushing her....showing off to her......i got no other purpose then bring you to the same level as me...i dunwan people look down at you....pls for god sake believe my word in this..... pls let out ur hand....throw ur most self fish heart on ur emotion and come with me and feel the real pain that i feel.....you have to jagi.....pls la.....i dont have any other way to approach you....pls.......if this last january month we never finish.....thousand of money is gone.....and you know to be blamed????? IS ME!!!!!!COZ I RECOMMEND THE PLACE!!!!!IM IN CHARGE OF YOU FOR BEING A BLADY MENTOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND NOT TEACHING YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PLS!!!!!!!