new year

happy new to all...have good resoulution for next year....

a lump of pressure

hmmm schedule is so tight till im nothing for now....got license to complete, law assignment to do, computer fundamental presentation, english presentation revision....hmmmmm lot!!!lot!!!lot!!....but it is something good to train me for future when im working...hmmm....wad else????,missing skul mate alredi....new year is like around the corner...duno wad event will be on!!!!!hehehe....will hit back soon....

oh oh by the way, somebody burfday is coming too.....SONNY EZ.....hahaha protector boy.....

relief!

at last is now under my control...hope it works.....by the way exam is around the corner....introduction to law.....then it holiday time!!!cant wait!!!today was awesome talking to my uncle in law.....sonny ez....funny guy......hmmm thats all....

ciggaratte!!!!!smoke!!!!ciggaratte!!!!smoke

today is all about smoking.....just cant stand bay with tht....ish wish god could wake him up...not just him but all the lovable once in the world.....hmmm anyway i cant control them.....hmmmmm wish i die.......hahaha kidding.....just cant stand it......by the way i just completed my assignment and some of the exam....worried bout law......

noting to do????

baby i love you!

wonders of stresss!!!

oh my god!what a stress!!!!just look at my life.....so stres!!!im thinking of my exam result which is on the fourth of december...then my dateline for my license is expired....hmm semester2 exam is around the corner.....hmm somemore need to divide my tyme for my baby and definitily my sister...gosh...two heart tqwo maintain...actually not two but three which is my family....hmmm....gosh wish all this could end A.S.A.P........

thorns!

hmmm just finish my exam nw im going to relax...was a bit painfull for today n yesterday....did nt aspect this to happen.all thanks to baby...hmm......besides that, english exam was the best among four...confirm a+........hmmm wad else???oh yea preparing to get license for car n also insurance agent...hehe going to work part time.......hmmm.....wad else????gues thats all...catch u next tyme :)

exam week

tommorow is like pengajian malaysia exam n im stil facebooking n blogging....hmm no other work....hmm......wish me luck

exam

exam is like tomoro and im sick and fought wit sis juz for the powder and terribily sick...arghhhhhhduno wad to say....anyway gud nite...juz wrote this to update my blog...tc

ur voice is my favourite sound

baby every momnet u tok to me....every time u called me.....the way u tok no matter angry,cry,hapy or wadever makes me love u deeper

what a day

hmm kinda dissapointed...anyway did nt aspect parvin to tok to me like that,is my character if u cnt take me juz dun disturb.i never say anytin bout his relation wit baby...dun get it la....hmmm i gues baby is ryte for u frenz is important...hmm i cnt say anyting much....bye

things to be settled in my life

1. want to convince my baby bout my terrible past n telling him all n finish it of for once....
2. wan to change my sister because she is being to bitchy n also not mature
3. wan to complete my study a.s.a.p
4. wan to get my license and so i can buy car...dad promise to buy one!
5. wan to get forgiveness from god fro my sins.
6. wan to say sorry to who i owe sory too.
7. wan to runaway with my baby far away from malaysia.(hope he agree!)
8. wan to achieve my ambition
9. wan to wait for my baby till he achieve is ambition and marry him
10. wan to leave with him forever in my life.

BABY, all this is all honest n deeply from my heart so please support me...be with me kay! love u bbbbiiiiieeeee!!!!

24 & 25 august

the most wonderfull day i ever had...i wil never forget this two days.....i love you bie...u knw why is this days special......muakzzzz

Caren Chelle twins twins twins twins twins!!!!!!!!!!!!baby gurl


Satis Rao Jacker itz ur wish bie ....make sure twins...wookey...♥♥...
Laly Cindy naughty boy....
Caren Chelle HMMM KKK
Satis Rao Jacker bie...
Caren Chelle : X
Laly Cindy cn i get gaucho num....caren....pls2...
about an hour ago · LikeUnlike · Laly Cindy lazt tyme aso he told me he wan twins....still same...♥...
Caren Chelle so wad u wan me do if stil he wan the same?y u wan give him???ehy asking me his number???why dont you ask yourself???
Laly Cindy i ask rdy he dunwan 2 give...
Laly Cindy juz fren o ni...
Caren Chelle is not my problem then...i dun sell his number or either him so yeah.....




wad the hell!!!!!thius made me pissed off like shit!!!!but still tolerating.... :s

life

oh okay now im in a fitness for my health wise.....struggling with my assignment and house work...gosh!!!cant take it!!! *sigh* :(....damm juz so tired....

stress!!!!!!!

argh two assignment in one time....my head goin to meletup.....this crazy lecturer really got no brain.....im damm tense up....god help me....

22 and 23 july

on the 22 bie came to my hse juz to spend tyme wit me,,,i refused him to cum....he did not listen n he listen my sis.....then he wen back at 9pm n reach hostel 11pm....before tht his dad reach there first......his father whack him n stuf like tht.....then today morning.....23...sms him...he said dun cal n sms him anymore....i was shocked....and something was not ryte.....then i thought of cuming online nw n asking his room mate in hostel...i asked diines....he said..:-

diines

nid to ask u alot

nid to ask u alot

pls urgent

:(

diines

6:27pmĐĭĭйәs
yeah

tell

6:28pmMe
wad time did satis came last nite

6:29pmĐĭĭйәs
11

y u left him so late

n y u brought him back home

kesian him

6:30pmMe
his parent was findinf for him uh

6:30pmĐĭĭйәs
he quite from collge dy his parents came yestrday whack him ask him pack up all things n went back dy

6:30pmMe
is nt me who bring him home n he the one who left my hse late

is nt me who bring him home n he the one who left my hse late

6:30pmĐĭĭйәs
his dad noe abt u dy

soon he say wanna meet ur dad

he noe where u live

n wer is ur hse

be ware

6:31pmMe
r u serious diines

6:31pmĐĭĭйәs
yup

6:32pmMe
pls dun lie to me

6:32pmĐĭĭйәs
i dont lie after all tis happen k

6:32pmMe
omg

6:37pmĐĭĭйәs
hmm

u'll ar

6:47pmMe
thnaks diines

thanks

6:47pmĐĭĭйәs
4 wat

6:48pmMe
for everyting u say

u r blaming me ryte

6:49pmĐĭĭйәs
i dint

acho

6:57pmMe
nvm

nvm

6:59pmMe
i knw im in fault

thanks for the fact anyway

reli appriciate it

THE CONVERSATION BETWEEN ME N DIINES IN FB

THEN I JUST RUSH TO THE PUBLIC BOOT TO KNOW HOW IS HE.....I WAS SO TENSE...COULD NOT REALISE CAR AROUND AND ALMOST GOT ACCIDENT....I SHOULD HAVE JUZ DIED....

IM REALLY A STUPID BITCH GIVING MY BABY TROUBLE WITH HIS FAMILY...IM REALLY SORRY BABY...I DIDNT MEAN TO DO IT......

16 and 17 july

missing my hubby badly.....nid u......sister dun allow me to cal my hubby......hungry to get my phone but only next week friday.......also got a new dress.......when shopping......dad was in a good mood that why

love u muax

:)

:)

:)

the lesbo is back!!!!!

omg! omg! omg!omg! she is back....im scared.....where must i hide.....she wan to couple up with me and make me to a lesbo....shit!!!!didnt know she could find me in facebook....god help me.....safe me too.....pls pls pls.....arrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!

a missing fren

chandima did nt tell me she is leaving college......

the greatest day of my life

hmm after claz at 12pm...wen to putra hall coz mr.stan offer me a privillage chance to watch movie with the senior...so i agrred....i wen watching the movie for half an hour...he kept pinching my cheek....i duno why...he melt my heart...then i wen down...go find my hubby and take my id....then we wen for lunch wif sis n sukanthi....ltr at 1.45pm we walk to the bus stop and discuss where shall we hang out?then he decided at my homiess area....soo we han out the whole day.....till 6.00pm.....iu had a great time with him.....it was a nice weather too....cold.rainy...bie love love u...muax

drinks!!!!!

being blame

i did not know you could blame me......thanks alot!!!!!

lost in a new world

i feel so lost now in my life...just dont know shall fight back of shut up or die....nothing left for me in this world....at times i can feel that i dont know who am i and what im doing.....feel lost...i have lost my soul,heart and can say my life too....i dont know what to do next to carry on normally....damm...juz so lifeless!!!!!!!!!!

the one moment feel and taste

i can taste him on my tongue n lips...feel him on my skin.....that beautifull moment....woow....juz so amazed.....the most beautifull thing in my life.....love u bie....n ur lips too

my burfday day!

yesterday was my burfday and i did not celebrate it propely with some excuse...like my family was busy....so i did not cut my cake..then i juz celebrate my burfday alone with a bottle of wine....then i actually got drunk...my pet brother told...where by i was mumbling sumting on a call which is "im not sleepy but im sleepy"...it sound silly.....after all i got a teddy bear from my baby...and i name it boboi rao...muaxxx....i love u bie.....muaxx......ur my life da....

happy daddy day

hapy father day dad....hmm juz nt in the mood to celebrate...i guess it also include for my burfday.....this year full of shit.....cnt understand why...god please help me :(

6.45pm when to buy number for dad

gosh was so tense up with my problem and forget to see the road before crossing..nearly accident...hehe..wish could have just died....no worries then...

remember this wen was in genting

a day nite out...

life in a cage with two body guard...

dont you ever know how do bird suffer in a cage???is really suffering....and that is how im suffering with you both...(jessy & baby)....i dont know why....i never felt this tight before....are you both falling in love and trying to sabotage me or something???just tell me off please...dont waste my time and your tyme...STOP HURTING ME..baby why you keep listening to others..did i ever ask who you are talking to and did i ask you to stop talking to gurls...if you really has the comfort to be with my sister i dont mind you can carry on coupling her...i dun mind...im trying to be as generous as u want....but just stop hurting me..please...please...please...please...please...please...please...please...please...please...please...thank you very much.... :(

misunderstanding with my baby on the college break week

i was juz talking on the phone with a guy who is actually mad of me...he wants to love me...im trying to avoid him in a decent way...where as, my sister told me to do it in a harsh way....i didnt want to break anyway one heart...and i refused to doit as wad my sister ask me too....she take an immidiate action by telling my baby about me talking to another boy.....sister also start accusing me im a bitch....was so fucking pissed and all i did juz took 10 panadols and slept off 7.30pm and ignored all incomings calls in my cellphone....my baby called me several times...plenty of messages....i didnt reply,,,,i was heart broken...the next day is like the first day of sem 1....i text him to sit with me in claz....he repliued,"who is this?"he made me pissed off like shit....i just ignored...but he couldnt leave me alone and he sat beside me.....then i tols him a-z about the matter....and same goes to him....AND the best part.....his frenzzz...like whoever his petbro,kiran rao...influence his brain by saying tht i wana leave him...but i knw tht my dear jackson will help me and he did! =).....then after all it settled and i hope no more prob baby...love u..muaxxx

feeling for my hubby

- my care is stronger than my love-
-my love is lasting than my romance-
-my romance remains to you forever-

regards,
CAREN

un pechu chellame irukum,,,,,,,
un paasam ammapul irukum,,,,,,,
un siripu kolenthepul irukum.......


for u daa syg.....

mie trying to beautifull,....juz fillin my past tyme...

mie being crazy in the house while some worker fixing my bed!!!!!muaxxx......

activity in genting

mie at genting bowl

then at 1.30 am reach genting......was so cold n chilling with 4 cone of ice cream

holiday

first was at kl.....at 12.30 am

baby song for u............

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6NnNv7XJYg
muax muax muax

my fcuked life

i have my hubby name satis n his beloved buddy name kiran rao whom has a gf name thivanah and his fren malaa......i couple up with satis n actually malaa also love him....and to help malaa situation kiran rao and thivanah is helping her.....so tht satis wil leave....some how they are trying to anti me juz because im satis lover.....so hurt man.....really come out from my heart...if they dun like me juz tell me off...dun act like some kind of street bitch and bastards....thanks.....sory for my words...im really piss off here.......hope you can tolerate with me in a proper way...dont do double role please....thank you.....

ATTENTION TO: satis rao

i love my baby so much

baby i miss u so much....i love u alot....i need you in my life...dun leave me syg.....u r my everything...muaxx...hugzzz......

an apology

sory because of my untidyness of blog and entertaining plus plain blog.....some how im trying to manage...sorry for the inconvience

love me when i die.

this phrase represent my past life story when i broke up....is kind of hurting but still manage to cover up....some how now my life is kind of cool because of college enviroment

third person involve in my life

how do you feel when someone as a third person interfere in your life to settle your problem or to make it worse?????hmm can anyone help me in this situation...im getting blur...

join earth hour....save the mother earth!!!!!!!!.......im in!!!!!!!!!

my spm result

it was awesome to get something i didnt aspect.......plua it came more then i thought...iom glad that my dad is hapy n me too....i beat my sis n my bro....yahoo

mie