~bloggie~: June 2010

Monday, June 28, 2010

being blame

i did not know you could blame me......thanks alot!!!!!

i feel so lost now in my life...just dont know shall fight back of shut up or die....nothing left for me in this world....at times i can feel that i dont know who am i and what im doing.....feel lost...i have lost my soul,heart and can say my life too....i dont know what to do next to carry on normally....damm...juz so lifeless!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, June 25, 2010

the one moment feel and taste

i can taste him on my tongue n lips...feel him on my skin.....that beautifull moment....woow....juz so amazed.....the most beautifull thing in my life.....love u bie....n ur lips too

my burfday day!

yesterday was my burfday and i did not celebrate it propely with some excuse...like my family was busy....so i did not cut my cake..then i juz celebrate my burfday alone with a bottle of wine....then i actually got drunk...my pet brother told...where by i was mumbling sumting on a call which is "im not sleepy but im sleepy"...it sound silly.....after all i got a teddy bear from my baby...and i name it boboi rao...muaxxx....i love u bie.....muaxx......ur my life da....

Saturday, June 19, 2010

happy daddy day

hapy father day dad....hmm juz nt in the mood to celebrate...i guess it also include for my burfday.....this year full of shit.....cnt understand why...god please help me :(

6.45pm when to buy number for dad

gosh was so tense up with my problem and forget to see the road before crossing..nearly accident...hehe..wish could have just died....no worries then...

remember this wen was in genting

a day nite out...

life in a cage with two body guard...

dont you ever know how do bird suffer in a cage???is really suffering....and that is how im suffering with you both...(jessy & baby)....i dont know why....i never felt this tight before....are you both falling in love and trying to sabotage me or something???just tell me off please...dont waste my time and your tyme...STOP HURTING ME..baby why you keep listening to others..did i ever ask who you are talking to and did i ask you to stop talking to gurls...if you really has the comfort to be with my sister i dont mind you can carry on coupling her...i dun mind...im trying to be as generous as u want....but just stop hurting me..please...please...please...please...please...please...please...please...please...please...please...thank you very much.... :(

Friday, June 18, 2010

misunderstanding with my baby on the college break week

i was juz talking on the phone with a guy who is actually mad of me...he wants to love me...im trying to avoid him in a decent way...where as, my sister told me to do it in a harsh way....i didnt want to break anyway one heart...and i refused to doit as wad my sister ask me too....she take an immidiate action by telling my baby about me talking to another boy.....sister also start accusing me im a bitch....was so fucking pissed and all i did juz took 10 panadols and slept off 7.30pm and ignored all incomings calls in my cellphone....my baby called me several times...plenty of messages....i didnt reply,,,,i was heart broken...the next day is like the first day of sem 1....i text him to sit with me in claz....he repliued,"who is this?"he made me pissed off like shit....i just ignored...but he couldnt leave me alone and he sat beside me.....then i tols him a-z about the matter....and same goes to him....AND the best part.....his frenzzz...like whoever his petbro,kiran rao...influence his brain by saying tht i wana leave him...but i knw tht my dear jackson will help me and he did! =).....then after all it settled and i hope no more prob baby...love u..muaxxx