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look now my life is between drowning in the deep sea or floating on a boat that is going to come to me and save my life....i don't know wad am i going to do now....hmm the word lie is killing my love that he is keeping in his heart.....i just dont know how to convince him...im ready t fight for my love but i know he dont...he loves someone else but not me.....but i dont know why he is doing like this by playing my feelings.....hmmm oh god pls help me out...... :'(